4 a.m. musings

I didn't realize that approximately a year ago that things in my life would begin to change.


I didn't know that I would have one of the last normal conversations with a close friend...talking about little things of no importance.


I didn't know that I would never get to eat at our favorite Mexican restaurant again...together.


I didn't know that there would be no point in making any future plans to get together...something that due to our busy schedules kept getting delayed.


I didn't know yet what I was about to lose.


I didn't know I would miss my friend so much....